I’m tired of this. Really I am.
Can there be no more new kids? Please?
I’m so tired of this ongoing cycle. I try so hard to be part of a group, to actually feel as though I have friends, and just when I feel “Oh look there are people who love me” BANG there it goes. The frustrating part is that when there are new kids they are accepted in to the “inner circle” quote unquote way faster than I have ever been. Cause I’m not in the inner circle and have never been. It would be nice if my friends would actually call me and try to arrange something where they want to hang out with me, which by the way hasn’t happened since the last time I ranted about this on here. I feel like such a pest, but I get so tired of finding out about movie nights and pit fires and just generally hanging out after its all over and here am I spending my evening alone again. But don’t if you don’t want me there. I’m just saying, kindly don’t forget me next time, cause I’m so tired of people we barely know becoming better friends with my best friends than I am after like, a week than I have in my whole life. I don’t think that made any sense, but that is my rant of the time.
So if anythings driving you to remember any of this, I am still here and I do have feelings. And I know what its like to be forgotten, always.
Just in case. Thanks for listening…er…reading.
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hey i do stuff with you. you forgot to mention the times people have called you. and davids only been to one thing. compared to how many youve been to? hes only being buddy buddy with lance becuase hes known him for his whole life. Everyone else barely talks to him.
im sorry if im coming off rude. i dont mean to be im just showing that some of that is not true. although it may seem like it is sometimes
I'm sorry for forgetting you, Steph, but other than you and Kerri my post still applies. And I was generally thinking about Lance from last year and dreading what might happen with David. The exact same thing. And I've only been to 2 things: Lance's on my birthday and Braden's watching Raising Helen last winter where it was more than 3 people there.
It does seem like it is.
Teri, I want you to know that high school just brings out the worst in everyone, and even if they aren't trying to be jerks, people are jerks a lot of the time. You ARE so cared about even if it doesn't feel like it sometimes.
Alright what the heck!
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Stop tryin to put every1 on a frickin guilt trip! We don't want it alright? Just stop, and if you haven't noticed, its not helping you at all. You're just making everyone dislike you. Just a little word of advice ok?
*In song*
"London bridge is falling down..."
yeah... whoever's comment that was... i think you should have the balls to post your name along with it, otherwise it's just a meaningless comment. if you had any respect and decency whatsoever, you'd use your name and be polite, but speak what's on your mind at the same. wouldn't that be a better idea? lesson learnt for next time? i think so.
jerk.
I agree with Janelle, who the heck are you? And why don't you have the guts to post your name on my blog? And in case you haven't noticed by my friends comments they may still be telling me off but at least they put their names on them and tried to prove me wrong. So your comment is meaningless and if i knew how to delete comments I would yours.
Ok, this is your best friend again- er, wait, no i think you labelled me as "jerk". For one, I'm overly moved by the fine label i have gained. Second, you say i have no decency? who said anything about me trying to be decent about this?? NO ONE! im trying to be as straight to the point as possible, and i nailed it. my point still stands, we dont wanna be on a guilt trip, and i'm sure not on one. call me a jerk if you will, but its hittin a brick wall
who the heck are you, anonymous?
and it's your own fault if youre on a guilt trip, thats not what i tried to give you, and you're the only one who can take yourself off. you'd know that if you read the post.
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