The Dreamclub Murders

So after all, you needed more than a death-threat fall.
You needed more, and I let you fall.
Into the coffin with your floor-dropped jaw.
And I remember you aspiration, your dream to fit in.
But it's gone, and they're here.
So let's kill these felons now.
But I remember you, you'll go, you'll find a way back home.
But I remember you, when you stand there,
You stand with your eyes closed.
And I feel, tonight, that I let you die.
But you could have lived forever, it took smiles to keep you alive.
But heroes die, and so did mine.
But you go, and I stay, will it keep you at peace now.
But I remember you, you'll go, you'll find a way back home.
But I remember you, when you stand there,
You stand with your eyes closed.
And I'll dig you out, and I'll sit you up.
For the fools to find you, the fools breathe into you.
So sleep child no one can touch you now.
No one can hurt you now.
Not here.
Anymore.

-Dead Poetic

Dream

Fall in love/ get married
Have several children (8)
Learn to speak German fluently
Travel Europe, especially Germany, England, Scotland, Ireland, and Wales
Grow old with my husband- together
Write books
Learn to play the bagpipes well
Fall asleep in someone's arms
Have a song written about me
Be given flowers (daffodils)
Play in HOOPLA
Sleep on a beach
Learn to survive on my own
Get a tattoo
Get quite lost while driving and really get to know the person with me
Ride in a hot-air balloon
Dance
Travel Australia
See the Boston Bruins win the Stanley Cup
Have a family like the Froese's
Have one brown eye and one blue eye

Jealousy

Spin me around, let me fall down
Wake up to your face and hands
Maybe when I wake I'll remember to forget you
If you close your eyes we might be okay
Don't look don't feel
Don't move
Don't open your eyes
Smile when you turn away
There's method in this murder
Survive until sunrise
When all your dreams hit the floor
Remember that I love you and I won't let go
There's method in my madness
Call me friend to forget me
Or forget to remember me
Don't react, hold yourself out of reach
But if you don't take chances you'll never learn a thing
So smile through your tears
'Cause we're all okay
And there's madness in my murder.

When you stand there you stand with your eyes closed

YOU are a miracle.


Don't ever doubt it.


Don't ever deny it.


You are worth so very much. If God cares about each sparrow, how much more does He care about you and me?

Amazing love, how can it be
That you my king should die for me
Amazing love, I know it's true
And it's my joy to honor you
In all I do, I'll honor you.

Real in a surreal setting

I LOVE MY FRIENDS.

Really. So much. All of you. Saturday was the hugest wake up call ever. And I wasn't even on the bus. I didn't even go. But at the pancake breakfast, when I heard about it, I was like "Oh God, they're dead. Please don't let them be dead." Remind me to listen to my premonitions more often. You have no idea what it's like to hear that 50 people you know, most of which are your friends, have been in an accident. So I was scared. And I decided I don't tell you I love you often enough. So I'm saying it now. I love you guys.

We can play for keeps or sunrise

So would you stay with me?