Sounds good but tastes terrible

There are two cures for my life. Homework is not one of them. Hockey is. Horsebackriding is the other. Neither of them are very easy. Kids' club is probably the highlight of my week. Don't get me wrong, the rest of the week is pretty good too. But school is over in less than 3 weeks and then it is summer holidays. And that is tearing me up inside. How do you make a choice when one thing you love but the other thing would make more logical sense? And God says pick the logical one, but you don't want to? How do you come to terms with having done it anyway?