Catch your breath

I never fully realized how much I needed you
Until you were gone
And now I don't know what to do
Because I can't talk to anyone else
The way I talk to you
.....
I've never trusted anyone the way I trusted you
But now you're gone
And now I don't know what to do
Because I never trusted anyone else
The way I trusted you


Have you ever wanted something
Knowing it would be better not to have it?
In the long run I see this sense
Learned over and over again
Yet still, sometimes I wonder
If it isn't so bad
To desire
To ignore my better senses
And live in the moment
As foolish as I know it to be
Knowing it would be better in the future
To have then instead of now
Even so, I don't doubt this desire
Stems from jealousy, the wrong reasons
Perhaps the reason it grips so strong
Tonight