Einsam und frustrieren.
I'm wearing makeup right now. Shocked? I'll tell you something that'll shock you even more. I like it. Not the kind of makeup you put on everyday, but a little bit from drama experimentation. The nice thing about this is, when I'm wearing this, I'm not me. I'm taking a break from my life. I can step out of my regular self and be someone else. I'm listening to Bright Eyes. I need to talk to someone. I need to put it all on the table, to talk until I run out of words, while someone just listens. And tries to help me. Any volunteers? I didn't think so. I'm fricking frustrated right now. I'm never home, except to shower and sleep. And right now to do my German. Which I don't understand. I know all the words but the fricking dative case and accusatory case and nominative case are entirely too confusing. I don't even understand the difference in Englisch, how the heck am I supposed to tell which is which in Deutsch? So if anybody who reads this can speak German and wants to give me some tutoring lessons in Deutsch, please please call me before Sunday, or very shortly after. My procrastination at it again. Warum einsam, you ask? Because I'm alone in a crowd, forgotten, I'm not there but no one notices and no one cares. You're asking me to choose between two of the only things that make me happy, while I'm incapable of the third and fourth things and the fifth and final thing is drowned by the first two. So I get one out of five. What's the probability of that? Ich vermisse du. Give me your address, I'm writing letters. I swear you'll get one. I'm so cold inside. Kalt; seltsam; einsam; neugierig. If you're asked to fight a war that's over nothing, it's best to join the side that's gonna win, and no one's sure how all of this got started, but we're gonna make them goddamn sure how it's gonna end. Am I scaring you?
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- Teri
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11 comments:
well it would seem you want to battle me. in this battle, i dont just take your life, i take your soul and everything else, hence you will cease to exist in any form or any world. what do yout to that, hmm?
^ grow the frick up. omg.
Have I made myself clear enough? Yes I want to battle you. Alright?
"dragon zord", i think you should get some courage to use your real name. i know that might be a complete embarassment to you, but stop being such a coward.
thanks tyson, but i'm not too worried about it. he doesn't scare me.
For the dragon zord: I believe you are an imposter, because the power rangers are make believe. And I'm not scared of you. I think that perhaps you are scared of fighting me, for you seem to want to keep clarifying this, while I thought it was quite clear from the start.
And Tyson, I haven't let anything out, the entire point was that I am looking for someone to talk to. I need to let it out to someone, that's what I"m looking for.
this did not just happen. are three people only trying to gang up on me? this is one of the few times i am able to respond, as i have no world saving to do at the moment. But if you honestly think the three of you can take the all mighty dragon zord, i would destroy you, as soon as i have the time to deal with insignificant beings such as yourselves.
seriously, girls, i mean no offense whatsoever. BUT im pretty sure the dragon zord can defeat anyone or anything, short of God himself. Since the dragon zord is pretty much God's right hand man though, he will not try to stop him, thus the dragon zord is unstoppable.
ridiculous.
I still maintain the dragon zord is a coward and an imposter. I think my opinion is the one that matters, since it is I whom he says he is going to kill.
And who the heck is j rock peepface? Go back to langham.
hey teri, about the german- i would help you out but i don't get that stuff either. but if you would like we could look at it together and maybe try to make sense of it?
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