My lungs have failed

Oh, yes. We had a dance at school today. And I wasn't asked to dance at all. again. But that's really okay. Just know, if anyone out there is a guy who cares, or knows a guy that cares, I would love to be asked to dance. But I don't think that there are any who would like to dance with me. Oh well. I guess I'll just wait. On a more serious note...

I had a conversation last night with a friend of mine. About love. How love for people fills you up and overflows out of you, God's love. I don't think its possible to have that kind of love on your own. But I realized something. These people I see everyday, the people in my class at school, and others- I think I would die for them. I cannot say for sure, having never been given the opportunity, but I THINK I would die for these people. If it came to that, if it was them or me, I think I could. I think I understand now. People need to be loved unconditionally. They need something humans are incapable o giving. We could try, but God is the only one who can actually do it. But it's been weird - and here I'm going to cry - but I can feel love for people I hate. There are people who I find it hard to love. That's what I'm learning right now. Love. So know, if you are reading this right now, I love you, no matter who you are or what you've done. If you've never met me in your life, then it's kinda creepy that you're reading this, but that's okay. You don't have to love me back, that's okay too. But for anybody who's reading this, know that I love you. Unconditionally. Forever.