Things that go BUMP in the Night

I don't get nightmares. It's true. i dream about things all the time but i haven't had a nightmare for a long time. One thing that i have started to hate, though, is happy tree friends. they are cute little cartoons that end up dying in horrific ways. i find it spiritually disturbing. some things i am highly sensitive to, for some reason. it's a spiritual thing i think.
I might get to go to England for a while to visit my uncle if he still lives there. but not for a couple years unless i can persuade my mother to let me go for my 16th birthday.I really want to go, i've always wanted to go to England, Ireland, Scotland, and Wales.
i think I'm unsettled. i don't want to be where I am but when I get to where i want to be I want to be somewhere else. Steph, you can say something philosophical now.
Another thing I do is dream about people. i dream alot. and something I used to do is pray for the people i dreamt about for what was specified in the dream. i haven't done that in a while.
I recommend seeing the movie Waking Life. I've never seen it but i found the script on the internet. it's fascinating.
I feel the need to write about how i'm feeling but i have no words.
In my home town
For anyone who sticks around
You're either lost or you're found
There's not much in between
In my home town
Everything's still black and white
It's a long, long way from wrong to right
From Sunday morning to Saturday night
Everybody just wants to get high
Sit and watch a perfect world go by
We're all looking for love and meaning in our lives
We follow the roads that lead us
To drugs or Jesus
My whole life
I've tried to run, I've tried to hide
From the stained glass windows in my mind
Refusing to let God's light shine
Down on me
Down on me
Everybody just wants to get high
Sit and watch a perfect world go by
We're all looking for love and meaning in our lives
There's not much space between us
Drugs or Jesus
Everybody wants acceptance
We all just want some proof
Everyone's just looking for the truth
Everybody just wants to get high
Sit and watch a perfect world go by
We're all looking for love and meaning in our lives
We follow the roads that lead us
To drugs or Jesus