Belonging

It's been awhile. Production opening night is tonight. I have to start getting ready in half an hour. It's going to be good. I've been listening to Thrice (more specifically, the song 'Artist in the Ambulance') and Anberlin's new CD a lot lately. I'm also becoming more anti-social at times and I don't know how I feel about that. I'm a little ahead in my homework. My grandpa's 90th birthday is on Monday, and so we're having a party for him Sunday afternoon that I'm going to go home for. My uncle from Ontario is coming out for it so that'll be interesting. I can't really remember when I've seen him last. Also, my grandpa is not going to renew his driver's license after this November. I feel kind of bad for him but he is getting a bit dangerous to be on the roads. My theater director is hands down absolutely brilliant and my favorite color is purple. I'm becoming okay with who I am and have come to the conclusion that I do not want a boyfriend. God is helping me with that decision. We went for a walk and hashed it out and I'm okay with it. I find that it is so much easier to focus on God when I am not interested in boys. They are less distracting when they are not here.
One final thing, there is a song God reminded me of that I haven't listened to in a long time. I like to talk to Him while I shower. Somehow it seems like a good time. This song is by MercyMe.
What is life?
A thousand roads, a thousand ways
Why am I so afraid to move?
I crossed the line
I'm stepping out so come what may
I give it all cause I'm drawn to You
As long as my heart is beating...
Where You lead me I will follow
Where You lead me I give my life away
Where You lead me I will follow
Forever and a day
I can't deny Your very presence is my life
And why would I ever turn away
Cause deep inside I know that I cannot rely
On anything less than faith
As long as my heart is beating...
Where You lead me I will follow
Where You lead me I give my life away
Where You lead me I will follow
Forever and a day
This is all I'm dreaming of
To live completely in Your love
So this is life