Fire

Sometimes I am an idiot. Why do we do such stupid things when we know we ought'nt? On a somewhat different note, yesterday I said my new theory was that high school was too young to date. And then a friend said her theory was that if you really really like someone, don't fuck it up. And I think I agree with her theory more, although I am very good at it, at least in my own head. I'm starting to believe that I'm crazy...

I wrote this while listening to my new Bright Eyes CD this evening:

Years go past
In the same twelve month intervals
Knives get sharper
Ankles get sorer
But it's only a memory
You repeat yourself over and over
I'm hearing the same thing
It's all just rules to follow
Rules to break
Wondering what there is to go through
To write like that
Haunt like this
Such a thing is not never heard of
To screw this up
When the lines between right and wrong begin to blur
Knowing I want to keep this regardless
And take your advice
Don't fuck things up
Smile for the cameras
Break all the rules
Just because you told me it was wrong.