Wednesday, April 26, 2006

What part of I is actually me?

Why do you try so hard? Why are you so obviously fake? Why do you need the attention so badly, because you're starting to scare me. Just be natural. Just be yourself.
Let me take my own advice.
I don't like the system. Really. I'm starting to hate parts of school. I hate Grade 6 teachers who know nothing about baseball and rub it in your face. I hate reasons not to go to birthday parties. I hate not being myself. I need something to change. I hate my stubbornness, but I hate giving in. Let me wake up one morning and am, not just live. I want to am. Let me am.

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