Hearing God's voice

I know these posts are coming thick and fast, at least compared to my usual blogging habits, but be thankful you are hearing from me now. I probably won't be posting near as much when I am in Guadalajara.
Today we talked about hearing God's voice. And we got about a 6 hour lesson in 3 hours from a wonderful teacher named JP Hayashida. He talks really really fast. Plus a couple more hours earlier from another lady. She was talking about how listening to God builds trust. It was very intense and there is no way I can share even a fraction of what we learned on here. So I'll just share something I wrote after all the teaching was done and I was trying to absorb everything that was happening.

My brain is full
And these thoughts run deep
Just like these fountains
I'm overflowing
Scattered too full
To hold together
Longer
And everyone's busy
Everyone's alive
To forget is to let go
To realize I don't know
Where am I, and how?
To absorb all these things
Remember
To follow a calling
A terrifying regeneration
In the wind and the rain and the water
My Father, Your daughter
But is there no answer?
To follow a dream
A home far away
A place you've never been before
But somehow long to stay
Scattered 'till empty
To be filled again
To inspect the insides, introspection
Drawn again together
Forever
Apart even longer
Your daughter
Can you listen to see
Or what will become of me?
A new wind will rise
And the fire follow after
The sound inside the laughter
To jump inside the calling
And never remember (or never forget)
How long
Is this falling