Debrief, for lack of a better title

The sky taunts me with thoughts of yesterday
When everyone's away
I'm here alone facing you
The colors in the air are crying
You know my heart is torn
You know I'm here before you
Still, the laughter is slow to come
And I'm standing here so cold
The colors ripple in the trees
Saying "Welcome, but you don't belong
You have to find it once again"
Remember the sound of the smiles, the tears
The long nights that turn into years
The memories of times I've turned my back
And thoughts of the things that I still lack
So you know, and you've known, me better than most
Which gives me relief when all else is lost
So with all that I am and all that I do
At the end of it all, I'm still found in you